2 years ago..

Wow times flies, I can't believe its been two years...two wonderful years I might add!  As you saw, my husband is the biggest sweetheart and as the years go on it just keeps getting better and better.  As I think back on our wedding I just get butterflies inside, the excitement, planning, and the waiting...oh it was just wonderful!  When two hearts come together its such a beautiful thing, to be sealed for time and all eternity has been one of our greatest blessings!  I did not think I could love Chris anymore but I love him more than I ever have and I did not think that was possible.  

I could not of asked for better weather on my wedding.  I prayed the night before for it to snow and it did!  It really just was the perfect day.  I wish I would have relaxed a little bit more because Ill admit I was a little nervous even though it was the happiest I have ever been!  Sometimes Chris and I wish we could do it all again because it was just so fun.  We have the most awesome marriage and we know its going just to get more exciting.  We know there will be trials but we know we can get through them together!  I love you babe!

To My Wife....

I just wanted to write a few words about my wonderful wife on this special day.  You all know my wife is drop dead GORGEOUS but her heart is prettiest thing about her.  She is my rock and I don't know how I would get along with our her support.  Treyson is the luckiest little boy to have such a great mother like Kerri.  When we were married two years ago I knew that she would make me a better man and she has done more than she will ever know.  She is a "presence" that smile of hers gets me every time!  She has a power to love others no matter what and is the most forgiving person I know.  Her testimony is awesome and it has strengthened our family so much.    I wish she could only see herself through my eyes to see how special she really is.  I love my little beautiful wife.... Happy Anniversary!

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Women's Conference

Yesterday was Women's Conference for our Stake.  It was a very uplifting meeting and the spirit was strong through out the whole session.  The speakers were wonderful and inspiring to listen to.  The choir sang beautifully and set the tone for the meeting.  They sang one of my favorite songs, "Consider the Lilly's," I love the message of that song.  There were so many things I learned but a few meant more to me then some.  I learned how men and women are different and how we should focus on our husband's many straights and how we as sisters should be appreciative of them.  We were told that we are Warrior Princess and that we have been taught and prepared for this time period, to be tried, yet to have joy.  One of my favorite things that was said was that, "we always worry so much about being right, that we forget about being righteous."   Isn't that so true sometimes?  The coolest thing I feel I learned was learning how there is apart of your brain that stores trauma and the only way you can get to that part of your brain and begin to heal is through prayer and meditation(one of our speakers was a physiologist).  I thought that was so interesting and the more I thought of different things in my life the more I knew that was so TRUE!  I am so grateful for this awesome Gospel and to be apart of it.  It is great to know that we have a simple tool of prayer to communicate with our Heavenly Father.  I am so thankful that we can meet as sisters and feel of each other love and support and be uplifted and edified.  The Savior is my best friend and I know his atonement is real.  My heart is full and my eyes are wet.... this Gospel has brought so many loving things into my life that I could not put into words how I feel.  I love my little family and  being a wife and mother has been one of my greatest blessings. 

Friday Night Bowling

The Cutlers came up this past weekend and had a blast.  It was Casey's birthday so I made a yummy dinner and then we went bowling.  Chris and I have not been bowling since our dating years but Treyson sure loved it.  He was getting upset because the balls were to heavy for him to pick up but he thought the lights were pretty cool.

I let Trey bowl most of my game, he was so stinking cute he would say "ball, ball, ball!"  He was so tired because he took his nap earlier then usual that day.  He does not want to have anything to do with us when G-ma and G-pa Cutler are around!  That's OK we need a break once in a while and grandparents are good for spoiling!

Oh the lovely couples!  Cody and Camille did awesome at bowling and Casey and Kimber were just CRAZY, haha!  I love my little cute family, the two best things that ever happened to me...Chris and Treyson!

We were sad that we had to leave early and didn't get to do laser tag but Trey was just so tired and we needed to go home and get him to bed.  We even didn't get to say goodbye because we had some early appointments in SLC the next day.  It was great time though and its always fun to spend time with family even if it is for a short time.  Love you all!

Sweet Heart Ball

To celebrate Valentines Day we went to the Sweet Heart Ball with Casey and Kimber. It was such a blast.  Casey and Kimber are a riot together and so much fun.  It was our first time meeting her and we loved her, Casey did good!  When we first arrived we made our homemade valentines for each other.  It was the cutest thing, Chris actually decorated his a lot better than mine.  After that we went and got a silly picture taken at the picture booth.  Then it was on the the DANCING!!!  We defiantly got our groove on.  You know how I love to boogie!  Kimber is a good little dancer and it was so fun to shake it together.  They also had a limbo contest which was awesome to participate in even though none of us won.  After a couple of hours we were pooped and ready to go home so we took a batch of cookies to snack on the way.  Whew what a night!   

The Legacy Of a Little Girl...

Be still, my soul: The Lord is on thy side; with patience bear thy cross of grief or pain.  Leave to thy God to order and provide; in every change he faithful will remain.  Be still, my soul: They best, thy heavenly friend. Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end.

Mommy, please don't cry a beautiful angel carried me here.

I met Jesus today, Mommy! He cradled me in his big, strong arms.  He made me feel so happy inside.

Mommy, please don't cry..When I fall it doesn't hurt! There are no tears in Heaven.

When it's time to rest, angels tuck me in.  I never get scared Mommy; there is no darkness here! Jesus is the light of Heaven.

Someday, Mommy, we will hold each other tight! Then you will cradle me in your arms, and stroke my hair...and once again, our hearts will beat together.

Mommy, please don't cry, Ill wait right here for you!

I could not help but share this with everyone.  I came across this family from another friend and their story touch my soul so much.  Read their blog, themcclenahans.blogspot.com , but I am warning you that you will need some tissue.  I have been crying for the past couple of days now just thinking of this great family.   The funny thing is that I don't even know them but they have left their print on my heart.  Please donate anything you can to this family even if its just 1 dollar, they deserve it!  Their faith through this whole thing has been amazing.

Sometimes things happen and we don't know why but I know if we are faithful that all our losses will be made up on the other side.  When someone you love so dearly departs from this earth apart of you goes with them and only Christ can help mend the sorrow.  We have to rely on strength beyond our own and even if you don't feel strong God himself will carry you.  We have to be strong because we are examples to all.  When someone else has the same trial they can look upon you and your strength to see it through.  I know that it only hurts when you are "breathing" but God will not forsake you, he is there and he is listening to you cries and even cries with you.  Your faith will carry you through and your reward will be waiting in the clouds.  

I am so grateful for the knowledge I have of the Gospel and know that Families are Forever!  I hope all of you are as touched by this story as I was!  

My Valentine's

I have such a wonderful husband and I know that is bias but I really do.  He is amazing!  He always puts me first and is a awesome Father. He is just the most genuine man you will ever meet.  He is a leader and a dedicated hard worker.  I am thankful for the way he works his business so he is able to stay at home and be with his family that love him so much.  It's not everyday that you get a stay at home Dad too!  I love my wuber bear, he is my better half.

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My precious little Treyson,  he is such a gift from God and I am so thankful that I am his Mother. How grateful I am for his kisses and hugs, I cherish every snugly moment because I know that with a blink of an eye he will be all grown up.  I love my son with all my heart, he has made life mean so much more and also helped me realize how much our Heavenly father loves us. I am so lucky! 

New Bath Fun

It was getting late one night and Treyson still needed to take a bath so we just decided to put him in the sink.  He thought it was the coolest thing ever! He splashed and splashed and made a huge water mess.  It was so cute!  He would giggle and then stop and look at me like "Mom what is this?" We had a lot of fun just watching him play and figure out the sink! Now when we are in a hurry or its really late we just put him in the sink instead of the tub.  Who would have thought that the kitchen sink could be so much fun!!!!

ADORABLE!

Super Bowl Sunday

Last week was the Super Bowl and Chris considers it the most important "holiday" of the year!  We celebrated with some great friends and had lots of delicious food.  It was an intense game and fun to watch.  I was going for the Cardinals but Chris was rooting for the Steelers and we were tooth and nail the whole game.  I was fine with the outcome I just wanted the Cardinals to win because they were the underdog.  

The kiddos had fun playing together and loved the half-time 3-D glasses.  It was so cute to see my boys watching the game together, Chris says he is "training him young"!...LOL. By the end of the game the kids were so tired and cranky.  Trey fell asleep in the car and when I changed his diaper and clothes when we got home he didn't even wake up.  We had an awesome time and always look forward to next Super Bowl!

Wreckless & Walking

Trey is our little wrecker! He wants to destroy everything in sight.

He likes to hit his toys so hard on the tile that they break. He smashes, hits, and takes everything apart. I know he such a boy! When he gets caught doing something he just gives us that look like "I didn't do it."

There is always a mess to clean up and something to fix. Wow I can't believe how fast he is growing up and taking risks. I love this age even though I say "NO" a lot.

You just got to love this little boy though, his cute smiles and huge belly laugh will get you every time.

He is in love with the bathroom and likes to play in the toilet, we had that under control for a while until he learned how to open the lid. We now have to remember to always keep the door shut until a couple of days ago he learned how to open doors....we cant keep up with this kid, HAHA! We can not keep toilet paper on the roll anymore because it has become one of his favorite things to throw everywhere.

Walking!!!.......

We have ourselves a awesome walker now. Trey has been walking for a couple weeks but just started to get really good at it this week. He takes a tumble here and there but for the most part he does great. He has a couple a bruises but his daddy says they add character! I love hearing the little pitter-patter, and his laughs and giggles because he is so proud he is walking.

Treyson is a little climber too. He enjoys climbing on top of anything even if it is dangerous. The safety gate does not even phase him anymore so we have to watch him really close because he is not trained with stairs yet.

He keeps us busy and on our toes! He is such a fun little guy and keeps things exciting. We love our little boy so much he brings so much joy into our family!

25 Random's

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.

At the end, choose 3 people to be tagged.

1. I am a day dreamer, if you find me kind of lost in space that is what I am doing.

2. I always fall asleep with socks on but end up taking then off in the middle of the night.

3. I love grapes and peanut butter and crackers and cream cheese for a snack.

4. I sweat more then most women do.

5. I have always wanted to work as a dental assistant.

6. I do not trust people who do not like dogs ...haha.

7. I enjoy learning especially about health, different cultures, and history.

8. I am proud to be a women and the role of a wife and mother has been the greatest blessing.

9. I hate people that live in the past, hold grudges, and don't get over things easy...I guess its because I have never been like that.

10. I think its stupid the policy Obama just passed for our tax money to pay for abortions in other countries.

11. I am always baby hungry!!!

12. My Papa is one of my greatest hero's and that's why I named my first son after him.

13. Motivational speaking has been something I have wanted to do since I was little....helping people help people!

14. My husband is a great singer but he refuses to be in any choir.

15. I believe in ANGLES.

16. I am such a home-body when I was little I did not like to stay the night at peoples houses until I got a little older even then I would rather be in my own bed.

17. I loose my purse, keys, or cell phone everyday and spend hours looking for it.

18. I fit perfectly in my husbands arms.

19. I won a modeling contest back in the day but decided it was not the lifestyle I wanted.

20. I have a laughing problem, sometimes I will just start laughing for no reason and I seriously don't know why...my hubby thinks I am crazy.

21. When I put Trey to bed I rock him and sing in his ear, lately he has been singing back to me in my ear and its is so cute.

22. I love SALES and whatever store I shop in I hardly ever buy a regular priced item.

23. I want to travel the world with my family.

24. I wish I could have lived back in the 40's and 50's.

25. If I could be any animal I want to be a dolphin.

Wow, that was long...sorry it took so long Mel, thanks for the tag.

I now tag, Ginger, Nanci, and Julie

4 and 8 Folder Tag

4th folder, 4th picture

This is my Grandpa Richard and I, he is from Malta Italy. This was his first time in the USA and the first time I had ever met him in person. He knows a little bit of English but his wife translated for him most of the time. We had a fun time. He as amazed on how much Americans eat and how cheap the food was over here..."go figure." Now everyone knows where I get the dark hair and skin, I'm not Spanish I am Maltese.

8th folder 8th Picture Haha! This was at my baby shower in Green River, Karlee thought it would be cute if she was pregnant too. I know I was huge and I still had a month left. At this point in my pregnancy I had "kankles" and could not drive anywhere because my belly was so big I could not move the seat forward enough to reach the petals! LOL, those were the days!!!! Thanks again Mama C, and Shiree, love you guys.

I tag..Tosh, Jodi, and Tennille